The Dream’s Denied But Your Memory Is Still Alive

How did I get to be so selfish and thoughtless?  It’s hard to exist when you don’t know how to be a good person.  The other day I looked over at my wife.  Her big shock of blonde hair was pulled back in a beautiful pony tail.  She was oblivious to my leching.  It dawned…

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Some Of Us Stick To The Shadows

I’m an idiot.  I was doomed to be an idiot.  And I’m even more doomed in accepting my idiocy as a part of me.  As a part of my 2018 resolution, I resolved to be less an idiot, more a mentor.  But unless you’re an idiot, there is nothing I can teach you.  Well that…

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Tears And Prayers Won’t Make you Feel The Way You Felt Before

I’ve had about enough of Hamilton.  Hamilton is a hard city.  I’m not hard.  Despite my online meta-terror, I’m a gentle, compassionate, and conscientious human being.  It’s not important to me that people think I’m tough.  It’s not important that people fear or respect me.  Respect and about 5 dollars will get you a sandwich…

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Daydreams And Well-Intended Mind Games

Looks like my active projects are on ice for now.  I don’t know what the hell is going on.  I do know this is karma.  I was the guy who always left things hanging in the ether.  I was the guy who wouldn’t allow any of my mates to enjoy the peace of mind and…

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I Traded My Best Years For All These Scars

I’ll never forget the day I realized my vision was going.  It wasn’t even a progressive thing.  It just seemed one day I woke up half blind.  Gay. I had been talking a lot to Peter Arsenault (Doughboys) about a music project that never came to be. (another blog for another day)  On this particular…

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A Lesson In Humility – Again

Here I go again on my own.  Going down this lonely road where once again I started piping off before knowing the facts.  Well maybe that is a little extreme.  Well maybe it isn’t.  I’m an idiot regardless.  Funny thing is that when you’re an idiot so often you actually realize it’s a place you’re…

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For A Punk Motherfucker With A Badge And A Gun

And the justice system fails again. Remember a couple years back?  Remember the mentally ill kid wielding a knife on the bus that was shot and killed by a cop?  Well the cop has been found guilty of second degree murder.  That’s right.  James Forcillo,has been found guilty of attempted murder in the fatal shooting of Sammy…

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Self-Made Masochist

Won’t you die for me again? Doug Hill is a pussy.  Ok I get the whole thing about Wednesday 13, and being out of line for piping off about something misunderstood.  Great.  But that doesn’t change the fact Wednesday 13 is a cartoon character.  It doesn’t change the fact that anyone who could emotionally invest…

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I’ll Make God Damn Sure You Hate Your Life If I Don’t Love Mine

My Facebook suicide is imminent.  I’m going to leave my fan page up and have someone else moderate it.    There is not sensational reason for this decision.  It’s a bunch of little things that no one cares about.  So I’m not going to talk about them.  Ultimately though I just can’t keep up.  It…

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Canadian Psycho

This is Canadian Psycho.  The album was actually finished last year.  I did it all in a night and you can tell.  I don’t mean by the shitty production.  I adore shitty production.  The album has an intensity to it that can only be attributed to the consistency of a mood.  I’m not going to…

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