I decided a long time ago that I would never kill myself. Not because I was afraid. I just see it more as my defiance of life. What others call charity. I call revenge. If life wouldn’t allow me to drink water, then I would sure as hell bring water to the ones who could.
Love is bullshit. Hollywood tells us that is can be a wonderful thing, but it’s really not. I don’t think I like loving. When I love, I love with everything I have. Generally it drives the victim of my love insane. There is a reason they’re called crazy exes.
I don’t think I want love anymore. I just want to be alone. Other than love, I can’t think of anything good to come out of love.
I played an extremely successful acoustic gig the other night. I managed to break 2 strings. I’m questioning my technique.
Everyone wants to be a part of the act.
Except for me.
When a madman loves a woman.