I’m out.  This endeavour seizes to resonate.

I’m in love.  That love is the most important thing to me, and I will do whatever it takes to nurture that love and keep it steady.  Making that love shine eclipses Doug Hell.  Doug Hell is a joke.  I actually have a real job.  It’s the kind you get up and go to.

This is just the beginning.  I can’t do the musician thing anymore unless it’s on my own terms.  NO more playing shitty dive bars.  I can’t stand bar culture.  I will continue to make music but it’s taking a back seat to getting a life.  It’s a shame I had to lose so much to be in such a good place, but I have no regrets.  I’ve really surprised myself.  What I am capable of.  My integrity.

I think a part of that integrity needs me to not come out here shooting my mouth off about how great, or pathetic, I am.  It’s time to be humble in defeat, and humble in victory.  For the first time in my life I am genuinely giddy about my future.  There will be a lot of music.  But Doug Hell was a cartoon character.

I’m not going to close this site because there is a lot of great writing on here.

For now I am going to continue to work my real job while working for the things I ultimately want to do.   This site is not something I want to do anymore.  Like I said before, all it has done is give people access to me that I don’t want accessing me.

This site will stay.  But I won’t.  I won’t be checking updates, reading comments, or moderating in any capacity.

Thank you all for coming, and goodbye.

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