I’m out. This endeavour seizes to resonate.
I’m in love. That love is the most important thing to me, and I will do whatever it takes to nurture that love and keep it steady. Making that love shine eclipses Doug Hell. Doug Hell is a joke. I actually have a real job. It’s the kind you get up and go to.
This is just the beginning. I can’t do the musician thing anymore unless it’s on my own terms. NO more playing shitty dive bars. I can’t stand bar culture. I will continue to make music but it’s taking a back seat to getting a life. It’s a shame I had to lose so much to be in such a good place, but I have no regrets. I’ve really surprised myself. What I am capable of. My integrity.
I think a part of that integrity needs me to not come out here shooting my mouth off about how great, or pathetic, I am. It’s time to be humble in defeat, and humble in victory. For the first time in my life I am genuinely giddy about my future. There will be a lot of music. But Doug Hell was a cartoon character.
I’m not going to close this site because there is a lot of great writing on here.
For now I am going to continue to work my real job while working for the things I ultimately want to do. This site is not something I want to do anymore. Like I said before, all it has done is give people access to me that I don’t want accessing me.
This site will stay. But I won’t. I won’t be checking updates, reading comments, or moderating in any capacity.
Thank you all for coming, and goodbye.